Thanks guys/gals. like i said i am new to this server didnt mean to make anyone do any meta-gameing

i will ask around more .iI do believe there are magic axes out there an i wil find one
My Friend
I feel cold inside
I turned up the heat here at home?
75 degrees to wrap me in a false warm embrace
To comfort me
A false comfort
I sit here and type, keys blurry through tears
I can feel each individual tear slowly rolling down my nose
Hanging on to the tip?afraid to let go
Lost for words
My friend is gone?
It all seems so surreal, this sorrow
My brother?
I try not to think about all the things we won?t get to do anymore
Together?
Head bowed while Sting gently crows about angels, and when they fall
This song, one of my favorites, that suddenly has new meaning
When angels fall?Soul cages
It?s hard to breath
The loss is so hard to bear
I sit here and picture my friend, shaking his head
I can hear his voice telling me it?s ok
But it?s not
Do you know how much I love you?
I have more tears than days we?ve shared
And I?m willing to cry everyday if you?d just come back to me
And you know how I hate to cry
But things just don?t work that way?
Some people make this world a better place
You?re one of those people my friend
And the world suffers without you
As I sit here alone and think about you I realize that this grieving?
This sorrow, is shared by many?
Small comfort though
I guess I just wanted to say goodbye for now
And this is the best way I know how?
But you already knew that about me, didn?t you
Take care my friend
I?ll be thinking of you as I stumble through this life
Don?t have too many laughs at my expense
I love you, and I?ll see you soon
peace